Friday, April 2, 2010

Seven Months



I carried her for seven months.

And now thats how long she has been gone.

The events of today deserve a whole other post just to themself, so for now all I have to say is how amazed I am at 7.

Its supposed to be the number of completion, but tonight, 7 months later, I feel anything but complete.  I wish I could more eloquently put into words what I'm feeling.  But I can't. 

I miss my baby.  I miss my complete family being together. 

I am so looking forward to a time when everything really is complete.  Perfect.  But for now I'll just have to wait.

6 comments:

Karen said...

Much love to you and your heart...

Jill said...

Thinking of you!

Jaime said...

There is no need to be eloquent, Mattie... we all understand and know the deeper meaning behind your words.

xo

Maggie said...

(((HUGS)))

Mrs. Cline said...

I've just found your site through the Grieve Out Loud website. I'm so sorry, and so sorry I don't have better words.

Thinking of you.

Natalie

Holly said...

Thinking of you at 7 months