Informational Meeting

First, let me say how shocked I am I have blogged three times this week!  What!?!

Last night was the informational meeting for our region regarding becoming foster parents.  It was scheduled late in the evening and kids were not allowed, so my mom babysat for us and off we went!  Honestly, the information in the class was not very new to me, as it was just a general informational meeting.  I have a degree in social work and my mom worked with child protective services my whole childhood.  I learned some of it by osmosis I think. 

The part that got me is that classes in a neighboring county have already been going on for 4 weeks!  My mom (AKA our primary childcare provider) lives in this county and this would have worked out SO well for us.  Instead, we are looking at having to do the classes in the county where we live.  These classes start in about a week and a half and are from 6-9 two nights a week for 5 weeks. The number of classes doesn't shock me, just the idea of working out childcare for Ethan and Ellie that much.  But otherwise, we actually left there feeling pretty encouraged about moving forward with the MAPP trainings to be certified.  My biggest concern was the stress of the next 5 weeks, doing the trainings, and our kids.  Ethan will do fine with it, but Ellie is very attached and I worry about her just screaming the whole three hours unless she is with my mom.

Fast forward to this morning and the She Reads Truth devotional I am currently following along with.  It was so spot on for me today.  SO encouraging. Reminding me of Isaiah 41:10, "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God.  I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." 

So I need to talk with my friends and family and get this childcare thing worked out because I think we are starting the process! 

Playing Catch Up

So, the best way to really follow what is going on with us is through my IG account, because I pretty much post there everyday, it is really like a mini-blog for me.  Quick and easy.  I also have found a great group of foster/adoptive parents through a photo challenge called #knittogetherbyadoption.  Seriously, these are some awesome women.  But, just incase you don't follow me on there, I wanted to share some pictures of our family from Ellie's first birthday shoot.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I need this space.

I need this blog back and I need to write.  I have said it several times before, but I really feel so much better when I can paint my words on this virtual canvas.  I only have a short time before Ellie wakes up, so here is just a quick post.
We are doing well.  We have moved closer to Ben's work and the church we attend.  We joined an amazing homeschool co-op.  My work as an adoption social worker has picked up more and I am seeing more and more forever families be united.  I am finally finishing up my doula certification and moving forward with volunteering with Sufficient Grace Ministries.  Ethan is playing basketball in the city rec league and likes it, but not as much as soccer.  Ellie was diagnosed with a mild developmental delay because she could not get from laying to standing on her own at one year old.  She was referred to a physical therapist and after two sessions, by golly, she got it!  We are going today and hopefully be discharged.  Oh, and one more thing, Ben and I are attending a meeting this week to inquire about possibly being foster parents.  I know, crazy right? 

Well, not crazy, but I have gotten into the groove of our life not being as chaotic as it once was, and I know that with foster care, our pace will pick up again.  It's a little selfish, but on one hand, I don't want to change our lives, but on the other, Ben and I have been feeling this urging for a while, to at least look into it.  I have been meeting more and more foster/adoptive parents and learning more intimately of their joys and struggles.  I have looked over the waiting child lists again and again and my heart is burdened every time.  I have even inquired about a couple of kids, one of which was matched just before my email to the agency.

Some people say they could "never do foster care...love a child and then that child leaves..."  That is not a problem for me.  I mean, don't get me wrong, that will not be easy, but I have grieved before, and you know what, I'm still here.  I love how this foster mom puts it, "I am not afraid to grieve.  I am afraid of what might happen to these children if no one took the risk to love them."  I could go on and on, but that is for another day. I am just happy to be able to have written this much this morning.  Whew. That feels better!